I Wish

After one of my recent blowups, I began thinking about various things that aren’t happening in my life. Don’t worry, I’m not going to do anything stupid. 

I wish, I was able to communicate better with other people.

I wish, I had good eye contact with everyone.

I wish, I had people around my age to talk to.

I wish, I didn’t blow up when stuff I need get broken.

I wish, my heart wasn’t filled with sadness.

I wish people understood me.

I wish, I was more outgoing.

I wish, I had more of a positive personality.

I wish I was waking up in bed with my true love.

I wish, I wasn’t overweight.

I wish, I had a lot of friends.

I wish, I wasn’t living in a bubble.

I wish, I wasn’t dependent on my parents.

I wish, I wasn’t nervous around people.

I wish, my all my problems went away.

I wish, I was happy.

I wish, I wasn’t alone when out on Friday nights.

I wish, I wasn’t depressed most of the time.

I wish money wasn’t an issue.

I wish, I was normal like other people.

I wish the little things didn’t bother me.

I wish most of my life was a bad dream.