I Wish

After one of my recent blowups, I began thinking about various things that aren’t happening in my life. Don’t worry, I’m not going to do anything stupid. 

I wish, I was able to communicate better with other people.

I wish, I had good eye contact with everyone.

I wish, I had people around my age to talk to.

I wish, I didn’t blow up when stuff I need get broken.

I wish, my heart wasn’t filled with sadness.

I wish people understood me.

I wish, I was more outgoing.

I wish, I had more of a positive personality.

I wish I was waking up in bed with my true love.

I wish, I wasn’t overweight.

I wish, I had a lot of friends.

I wish, I wasn’t living in a bubble.

I wish, I wasn’t dependent on my parents.

I wish, I wasn’t nervous around people.

I wish, my all my problems went away.

I wish, I was happy.

I wish, I wasn’t alone when out on Friday nights.

I wish, I wasn’t depressed most of the time.

I wish money wasn’t an issue.

I wish, I was normal like other people.

I wish the little things didn’t bother me.

I wish most of my life was a bad dream.

Introduction

I figured that I try something out with this new blog site.  “Anthony’s Random Thoughts” is going to be something where I talk about other things in life. It ranges in various topics like life, news stories, movies, sports, lists or anything in particular that I want to talk about. 

I’m going to start off by talking about why I’m doing this. It took me a while on deciding, if I really want to do this. I recently decided to do this, because I sometimes need to get stuff off my chest either in a positive or negative way. Sometimes it can be a long post or short one like this one here. I hope that this can be a fun experience for me and something that you enjoy spending your time reading.

Before I end this post I want to talk about myself, so you get an understanding of who I am. I’m a person that suffers from depression and social disorder that might be directed to Asperger’s Syndrome, which is a rare form of autism. I also have a weight problem, which has plagued me for most of my life. I hope to talk about it more in the future along with other stuff sometimes fun or serious that comes along my way. 

I’ll try to regularly update this as I can. Thank you for checking this out and have a good day.